I am posting this for the whore to read because I figure she will probably check it. This is what I have to say to you (when you called). STAY AWAY FROM MY FAMILY, THAT INCULDES PAUL! He doesn't want anything to do with you. ALSO DON'T CALL MY HOUSE YOU PATHETIC SORRY EXCUSE OF A HUMAN BEING!! You are nothing more than a slut who prides herself in being a homewrecker. Not something any respectable person would do. So go away and don't bother me again. Oh and just so you know, why would I waste precious sleep on you by sitting outside your house at 4am? I have a kid and she doesn't sleep much so I was at home sleeping! Something I'm sure you have no idea about or what the word responsibility means. Now if you don't mind I have better things to do then waste my time on you by telling you to go away.

So things seem to be looking up for the most part. As time goes on I find out more and more that leads  to Paul telling the truth. Yay. I'm starting to get ticked at one of my friends though because I haven't been able to talk to her about things. Basically it feels like I am losing her because I have tried to talk to her about 4 times in the past week and it seems as though she is rushing off or doesn't pick up. She normally always calls back at least. It feels a lot like the last major fight we had where I got to the point where I just got pissed off right back and almost stopped talking to her. Well I am getting tired. Laters.

Its over for good. All I can do is cry. I finally got to hit the whore. He doesn't care all he is doing is telling every one a bunch of bullshit. I hate you Paul. It feels like you ruined my life. Well that whore is going nowhere near our daughter! Go to her if you want I can't stop you, never could. You killed my spirit. You never loved me. If you did, not the way you should have. We would have been perfect together forever if you hadn't cheated on me. You know all the stuff I said to you was outa anger. I was at the end of my rope. I love you so much but I can't let myself go back to you. You'll never stop going after every girl that will let you in. You let no one in and all you do is lie to everyone. I don't know one person you don't lie to. I have 4 people in this world I truely hate in this order. 1. The Whore (I can't say her name anymore) 2. Paul 3. Josh and 4. Eric. Paul you did the worst thing you could have ever done to me. Cheating is the worst thing in the world even worse than abuse. I hate living right now. I miss you Paul and I want you back but I want you honest and faithful and thats never gonna happen is it? If you mean anything you told me I'll know in a few years. Maybe sooner, but I don't think that one will happen either. I don't know if you'll ever see what you keep throwing away. I hope some day you do. I hate you and I love you all at the same time. Goodbye.